A Wish Below The Capricorn Stars

I am a Capricorn and I receive the quiet yet powerful forces from my guardian constellation every single second of my being... Sometimes, I wonder if attributes of a Capricorn are a curse: The powerful drive in life that propels me towards achieving my goals that could also backfire when concentrated on the wrong things... =X

Friends have told me time and again about my condition. But one thing I know I won't commit again... and that is to be too paranoid. Take things with a pinch of salt bah, because maybe things which are not yours are just not meant for u. Time is your enemy but also your friend. To wish for an 'arc of time' to find back lost happiness will always be just a fantasy. Would I wish to turn back time to restore a moment in time I made? I don't think I would... because... without those pasts there could be no new beginnings. Without the pain... all those years would not have been called living...

I'm living now and I wish under my Capricorn constellation-hoping my guardian stars will hear- I wish.... for nothing more but a silent reassurance of myself =X