Film Without Sound

Well... I guess this is the bookout that I was craving so much about... yet it is the afternoon of a bookout but I still feel so damn bored and lonely =X I told a friend I would control myself this weekend and practise restraint. It's really hard when my mind keeps thinking but I realise I can't sleep forever because I have to wake up sometime and then things come to mind again... I made that conversation before I decided to swear off contact... I took his word for it... But I think I can't blame him for his actions... I can only be silent and pretend that nothing had happened... ...