Saw something that made my spirits dropped a hundred fold... Feeling horrible now haha... But still I have to study into the wee hours of morning I have no options... Perhaps to hide away and numb myself too in the revision... Yet strangely doing math kinda makes things worst... Mind's sharp and concentration is at maximum but heart distracted and thinking of something worlds apart... But nevertheless the impending arrival of doomsday is an alarm that keeps ringing in my ears... I fear... ...
Do I want to be depressed? soaking in my own mental production yet conveneintly people always say they can't help it... Can I? I dun know... but gloomy like there are dark clouds looming over my head... Reassessing things nowadays and thinking through certain things... Ran away from some close friends of mine... Hey sorry... But I hope you understand becuz even I can't handle it... so I wish to stay far far away from you guys... I know this will impact you guys... So I am going to go into hiding... =(
On a gloomy night all alone and serene... Drunk in mathematical stupor and a troubled heart... I wonder and reckon... The story unfolds...
tmr... hangover for sure... ...
A mistake never forgotten... to eliminate but never accomplishable... To sin is to sinner as to sin also a saint... ... Goodbye...
Said so many goodbyes to people this holidays...
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