Sorry

Lots of things unsaid... People say somethings are better left unsaid... But I feel maybe this is not right... I have so much things to tell so many people. So many words, so many hellos, so many goodbyes, so many... sorries... ... What have I ever done wrong in my life? Plenty a times I had. To err is to human I guess...

I want to repent, but what can I do? A debt so great, how should I start repaying them? Have I tried to? I asked myself... maybe I did... maybe I didn't? or maybe it was just a feeble attempt. What is a friend? A friend is someone who sees you do something wrong, points it out and scolds u, yet tell u it is okay and still fight for u and support u to change for the better. So many sorries to them... I have... so many things I wanna say... Yet can't really find the right words to tell u guys one by one... I'm sorry...

So many times missed... The lost golden times like a faded age of an analogue antique watch. An irony of all ironies... How can time age? quaint isn't it? but it's not funny at all... ... just so sad... ...

I miss all the times we had together... Really do miss them like hell... I didn't know how to treasure the times when i had them. The smiles we had they were genuine and from the heart. I was happy. They were the highlights of my life. Feel so nostalgic suddenly... It's as if an ominous wind just swept past... Cherish the past move to the present! That's what people will say... But one can't help looking back into the pastI guess... so many what ifs that we could have done... so many sins would have been prevented from being commited...

I love you guys so much... thanks for being there for me when I am in trouble... sorry I was so dumb and dimwitted when I am supposed to be a scholar... I guess I was lost yea... Dun need any bright future... just I need someone to tell me how to go from here... Love you guys so much my frens...

Rmb the chemistry project we did in secondary school khairiyah? It was so damn fun! When there was not so much stress in secondary school. When we had the time to focus on frenships too... Had so much fun being all dramatic and all and doing each and every presentation... Bet u must have been like always shock to hear my CRAZY ideas each time LOLX. Rmbed u once hugged the table so hard becuz U dun dare to go up and act the skit and I had to pull u while u still hugging the table haha!Reminiscence... ...

The Arabian Mobsters!!! LOLX Chalie's Angels! Still rmb? haha

(ZM-Charlie , PeiTing-Flirtatious Angel, Tania- Intellectual Angel, Khairiah- Hot sexy divaish Angel and Xincheng- actually I aslo dunno who LOLX!!!)

Friends go and friends come... People come and people leave... I only want the come and never the leave... Dun leave me plz... T.T Can't we just always be like the old times so happy and be there for each other? I won't forget... I won't ever forget... the story of how I met each fren i ever had... And tell the tale of each one to every new fren i meet... I won't forget... ... I promise!

Sorry... The word that decimates pride and builds strata sometimes... It is hard to say it out and really mean it... What's wrong man? The guilt that stockpiles... and cumulates like an exponential curve with no boundary... I have so many sorries... so little time... I guess I will start saying it to many... heart weakened already from two sorries... many more to go... I hope... with sincerity... all will be forgiven... For what more an eternal sentence when the best way of redeeming is to continue and to salvage what is left... sorry...