Acidity

What the hell is wrong with me? =/// I hate it so much... I really hate it so very very much... I scream inside and I feel like struggling on my own bed under a blanket and just scream because I am so angry inside... It's all so sour... It stings me so bad, and I told myself I won't care about this anymore... Yet I can't stop... Why does it have to be so deadly sour that it causes so much torture.

T.T I really really really... Wish it was on myself instead... But I am so dead jealous and feel so left out... It's so acidic and sour... And I can do nothing but howl and scream because of all the pain and whirlpool of mixed emotions stirring... Someone will you please save me? =X